Tuesday, November 10, 2015

How can everything seem to be coming together and yet feel as though my life is falling apart?

I am finally in the position I need to fulfill the requirement needed to qualify for the Federal Probation office.

I should be happy but I can't help this feeling that something just isn't right. The new position is different and working with different people. Some of the people I just can't get a gage on. Some days I feel like the outsider and others I feel as though I am accepted.

It could just be the stress of everything else that has blurred my happiness or it could be the damn holidays

I am beginning to dislike the holidays more and more every year. I am sick of stressing out over what the plans are going to be, what to get the kids, and where to put the damn tree.

I seemed to have lost faith in believing everything will work out.

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