Perfection

This roller coaster life is not always fun.

It seems that I am down more than Jeremiah is.
When I am down everyone is down with me. I don't mean to do it nor take it out on anyone but it seems to happen.  Think it is depression or my mood disorder kicking in. I once seen a therapist because I was going through so much stuff and no one could relate to my issues. So they figured out why every 5 years shit falls apart however I couldn't remember what happened when I was 5 in order to figure out the under lining cause.
It made since as to why I couldn't make it passed the 5 year mark with my kids dads. However I seemed to make it to 6 years with Jeremiah. I know it seems odd but every 5 years something ridiculous happens. This year the incident that happened was my job shut down so that marked the 5-year curse. I am so very grateful that I have Jeremiah and the kids by my side with a roof over our heads

What makes us perfect together is that when I am down he is always there telling me to keep positive. When he is down I am there to keep him positive.
6 years and still going strong!

So since my life has been a consistent roller coaster I have decided to go to a Buddhist Temple. I am not religious but I am a strong believer in Karma & Faith. So it seemed fitting to get Karma & Faith tattooed last year on my index fingers as a reminder. Many find it odd that my 13th tattoo was Karma but I am not superstitious so the number 13 has no relevance.

When I am stressed I forget to keep Faith that it will all work out. You would think that I would realize that by now but it is my nature to stress out about everything.

I am looking forward to visiting the temple. I just need to find peace within myself and remind myself that I need to focus on myself.
I am anxious, as I don't know what to expect. I don't expect to be treated different, on the contrary I expect to be welcomed with open arms.

I am hoping that this is exactly what I need to  find peace within myself.

Bathroom situation

What do you do when there are only 3 stalls and the one on the right is used what is your choice? Do you use the middle or go to the open one on the left and leave the middle one open between?

It’s the constant toilet struggle

I have watched Guy Code and they did this one skit about the choice of urinals. Since then I have been noticing that when there are 3 stalls the middle one is the last choice. For me when I need to tinkle I don't care which stall is open I need to use it.

I don't understand what the issue is...I mean we are all the same and we all excrete the same way so why is it so weird?

Well there are times where it is all quiet and I have to poop and I can only wonder what the next person is thinking as they are hearing me.

I find it amusing when I use a public restroom so many little delinquents writing on the walls within the stalls. I choose that as my reading material when I need to use the restroom.

I remember being one of those delinquents and writing I <3 someone however now I realize how stupid that was since no one knows who wrote it and that person who I <3'ed at that time would never see it in the first place, but the other little girls would spread the rumor that someone wrote about them. Shoot now a days you can take a picture of it and show it to the person being talked about in the stall lol. The usage of technology!

Even though I said I will use a public restroom when I've gotta go, well if there is no clean toilets then I will do the pee pee dance and layer the toilet if I have to sit or do the hover. You know when you do a squat and hold yourself up above the toilet so nothing touches. That is one thing I can do well lol.

I am not a germaphobe however I make it my goal to not touch anything; for instance I flush the toilet with my foot as that handle grosses me out and when I wash my hands I do not touch the door handle! Ugh

Another thing I love is using the restroom when someone else is having a conversation. One time someone was on the phone while others are using the restroom. Have you ever done that in a public restroom? I have used the restroom at home while on the phone but that's about it. I have however held conversations in the restroom with my restroom buddy. You know when you and your girlfriends are; out you have restroom buddies. Never go alone!!

One thing that I have found myself doing is if there is when you have those huge restroom that have like 20 toilets I will go as far away as possible. Not too sure why though.
So next time you use a public restroom think about your choice in stall lol.

Is it break time?

Man oh man I don't think I have ever looked forward to a break as much as I am now!!

I go to Post University online which requires me to take hybrid classes which are 2 classes for months then switch to another 2. There are no summers off since it is broken up. This sort of makes no sense since I am taking a total of 4 classes in 4 months. Anyways I haven't had a break since January; the week in August didn't count lol.
So I am totally looking forward to this mini vacation from work + school!! I am finally going to visit some friends that I haven't seen in what feels like 4-Ever!

The other thing that I am looking forward too is taking down all the decorations that we just put up! I hate that my living room is so cluttered, between the stack of wood, rearranging furniture, and the tree there is no room.

I am not superstitious so taking it down before New Year’s doesn't bother me much.
Speaking of New Years I am beyond excited for it this year since I have a new hat to ring in the New Year with!

I can't wait to rock these new headbands. Don't worry I will upload a picture of each one! The one day of the year that I look forward too is New Years. We usually spend it with our friends Johnny & Kristin which always ='s a good time lol.

Well until next time Blogger....

~Peace Out~

Our decorating is done!

The one thing that I usually dislike about Christmas is the decorating. I know..I know how can you despise decorating?
Well it's simple when your the only one who is into it and decorating it takes all the fun out of Christmas.
Not this year! We all picked out decorations that we wanted to put on the tree. Logan picked out a lot of NY Yankee's ornaments. Lexi picked out lots of girly sparkly ornaments.
We all got into it this year! Even the kids wanted lights in their rooms since we had an abundance of lights.
Today Lexi and I took out pictures beside the tree and it made me realize we never gotten out family pictures done. EVER in 6 years! That's going to change lol.

Blogging not #1 priority?

What the he'll is going on? Ugh I feel like I should be kicked off Blower for not Blogging daily. School has taken priority but soon I will have that break from school and I have set up some friendship time.
Both kids go to their fathers for school vacations which is very beneficial foe me because that allows me to catch up on everything that I have neglected for quite some time. For instance household chores, it seems those dust funnier have grown legs and are moving on their own, I suspect they'll run from me when I ley to get rid of this infestation lol.

So today I finished my second week of Insanity!! Total of 3 lbs. lost!! I need to loose 3 more pounds to get back to where I was when I ended my second round. So my goal of 15 lbs this month has turned into 18. I am going to work my hardest at getting to that goal and I am doing it a healthy way. I have 1 cheat day a week which I allow myself to eat whatever with in reason. I still can't eat spicy, too much carbs, and too much dairy as these still effect my stomach.

So we finished our Christmas decorations so tomorrow we are going to take our Christmas photos. Today we picked up their sticking staffers and as I was hiding them I found a present that we never gave to Lexi last year lol. Oh you should have seen the look on my face when I would that out. I mean how do you not realize that there has been an item in the bottom of my closet. The closet I have gone  into for a year!! But just another present for this year!!

Well off to match movies with my hubby!!
                                             ~Peace Out~

Another great day in the book

Im really enjoying this week, not sure if its because I have gotten into the holiday spirit or what but last night Jeremiah said the funniest thing.
So Lexi and I went to pick up her laptop and we decided to stop at Burger King to pick up one of their most delicious shakes ever.. Have you tried the Gingerbread milk shake get? Mmmm its is divine.
So we arrive home before Jeremiah and I look on the table and see Let's shake, and I tell her he's going to tweak out about the shake.
Let me remind you I did try to call and see when he would be home but he didn't answer.
His response after he discovers he doesn't have one is "mines in the fridge right?" I bust out laughing and tell him no.
He then says don't give me "My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard and they're like Where the heck is my milk shake!!"
At this point I am about to fall out of my chair.
Then he goes "on the first day of Christmas my true love gave to me..not a milk shake."
So he says that I should go to McD's and get him one, so like the good wifey that I am I drive to get him one but discover their shake machine is down so I say to Lexi he's going to flip when I walk in empty handed bahahaha.
I walk in without a shake in hand and the look on his face was priceless. Lexi runs away laughing.
He was my entertainment for the night lol.
Without him my life would be boring.

So the house is almost done decorating, we just need to finish putting up lights. I can't wait for Logan to see his room with the lights around his window.
                                           ~Peace Out~

Blog Hiatus

I haven't had the time to even blog school is taking over! But the end is near my friends, after this month I have 1 class left and that means I make graduation in May!! (Cheering and clapping)
I am so happy to be finishing school however I am really contemplating continuing my education and getting my masters, but I think I will wait for when I am fully established in my career.
So as I have been away I am finishing up this semester of school! I am so happy for the break that will be coming up and on top of that I will be on vacation from work too (double high five)! The only thing that stinks is that both kids go to their fathers for Christmas vacation that will give me time to myself. It has been a while since I have had anytime to myself. Its hard being employed, a student, a mommy, a wife,  and a maid. I never have time for anything else.
I am however still on my goal of losing 15 lbs. I started the second round of Insanity and started week 2 yesterday. I am proud of myself because I am making time to stick with it and the plus side is I'll be on vacation soon so I will have all sorts of time to exercise. I will be able to visit those that I haven't seen in a while.
Last night we set up the tree and started decorating it. I enjoyed it, usually I very much despise setting up just because I have to rearrange the living room and it just seems so cluttered. So we bought new decorations that the kids picked out. Logan picked out several NY Yankees ornaments, and Lexi picked out lots of pink sparkly ornaments. Today I should be finished setting up everything.
Sorry it’s so short :)
                                                                                          ~Peace Out~